IF ONLY HOPE, LOVE & FAITH REMAIN…
In 2016, I had the perfect life…
I had achieved my goals building a successful business from nothing, my very image was a powerful brand of proportionate pride, my kids were rockstars, I lived in my dreamhome and the future seemed predictably picture-perfect in the storyline of human domain.
Then it all changed in the blink of an eye.
I watched a 38 year-old husband in perfect health pass out in front of my eyes & spent the next 3 months in a Nuero-ICU room as he battled for his life. I acted brilliantly and ran through all of my own intellect resources & power to save his life. But after the life-saving brain surgery failed and the doctors told me to say “goodbye”, I found my moment of truth; how powerless I am.
God found me in ICU Room #79 passed on the cold floor. There he gave me a vision that shifted my reality forevermore.
I wrote a book as a true documentary about the supernatural experiences I encountered over months spent in the hospital. I have appeared on many TV shows & podcasts sharing this story. But the tragedy, the triumph & the miracles was only the beginning of a greater story.
Sometimes we have to go back in order to go forward.
It was 2017 when God spoke to me in that small voice within, “Even if it only reaches one, you’ve done my will.” I had bigger visions for this story that were taken away abruptly in the shocking moment that my husband served me divorce papers; on the 3rd year anniversary of his incident. After I had laid down my life to focus only on his healing I was met with an unexpected ending that shifted my reality once again.
In 2021, I gave everything I owned to a church and moved to California with a dog and a jeep seeking to find a new beginning; to live my best life forward. It took me 5 years from there to lay down my pride again & realize that the reason I came might be deeper than I first understood; that hiding the truth because of my own pain, disappointment or insecurity was a test that demanded I face my own powerlessness once again.
I republished the manuscript of Father Please Let Him Live and make it available today as it’s the truth of hope in the valley of death; a moment when God used the foolish things (prayers) to confound teh wise (our medical expert knowledge limited by our science).
As for me, I don’t have anything material to give anyone today. I work for an airline & spend every penny of excess I make on wax and wicks to make prayer candles that I hand out freely as I document here and now the journey of a new season in God’s perfect plan for our lives.
He is the author and finisher of my faith and my story…..


















